Scars

I just figured out why Milky was being all quiet :/ I'm sorry sweetie and when you see this, cuz I know you will, I LOVE YOU!!!!!!! He's my brother. At least, we call each other brother and sister. Just like Nick's little brother calls me his big sister :) oh, come on, you didn't seriously expect him to NOT get mentioned, did you?

Again: I can't remember why I wrote this.




So, what is there
That I can really say?
I can't make excuses
For feeling this way.
I can't pretend
That you're not the center of my day.
I can't describe what it's like
For you to feel so far away.
You're sitting right beside me
Yet we're just so far apart.
You used to see right through me
But you ignore my broken heart.
It pains you to see me
Like this: falling all apart.
You don't understand why
I'm covered up with scars.
You ripped apart what I had left.
Tore my heart into shreds.
Yet you can't stand the sight
Of your own handiwork?
Do I make you sick?
Do I disgust you now?
Do you hate me?
Would you leave me now?
Or try to change me?
These feelings like I've never felt...
It's love and hate.
It makes me sick.





I honestly can't remember why I wrote that. At all. Um...I remember it but I don't remember why...