I Told You So

I wrote this in attempt to ignore my dad on the way to lunch. There's not much meaning behind it except that it's about Nick. OH!! I remember this. Mkay this was when we were still being...curious...and I told Ivey that I wouldn't be even considering anything if I didn't genuinely believe that he was the one that I was meant to be with. And I told him that because me and Ivey had this long, deep, bawling discussion about it (while I was wearing his jacket weirdly enough) but I wrote down the texts to give to him so he could see it. He needed to know. I had to tell him. He didn't really say anything about it at first- he usually doesn't- but the next fight we had, it got brought up and he didn't think he was. Read through to the end. I was irritated when I wrote this, BTW.





So I guess you're still in denial.
That's cool, and I'm okay.
And I guess you still think you're right
No need to fight about it anyway

Can't wait to say I told you so,
And that you can never get away.
There's no point in running now.
You can never escape the fate.

You're mine now.
It's written on your heart
And running through your veins.
I don't know how
You could be so cruel
To walk away
But I'll say
I'll say
I'll say it again
There's no way
No way
That this is all pretend
I can't wait
Can't wait
Cuz this is not the end.
I thought I told you so.




I think that was an attempted song.....uhh.....hmm.....well, I was right though :) And that's not what he was afraid of. He was afraid of the intimacy and lack of self-control that goes along with it. We already had enough issues with that....and why did I write that shit so gorey??? XP