A Last Note

I'm gonna have more short notes today again...I'm missing Vintage tonight cuz I can't get a ride and Nick called me...we didn't have a lot to say, but he was attempting to change out of his tripps into something church-appropriate (he has church on Wednesdays too...). He was also playing with his slinky and his brother's Samuri sword...guys, being away from him drives me crazy...we could've worked this time...I can feel it...

I wrote this the same time I wrote Bottled Up, Scared, and It's Always Been You. I haven't posted the last two yet. I'm going to after this.

Basically, on the last day of school, I gave him a note pouring every inch of my heart out to him. Everything I ever hid from him...every feeling I had towards him...everything. And how much I still wanted him and that being away from him drove me crazy...I wanted him to know in case I didn't see him again...I love him...




"Some things are better left unsaid"
I don't believe that's true
I could never live with myself a day
If I hadn't told you...

I needed you to know
Every word that I said,
I had to try to show
All of the thoughts buzzing thru my head
I didn't want to go
And leave a part of me behind.
I needed you to know
Had to let you inside my mind.

"Some things are better left unsaid"
I guess sometimes that's true...
But when it's something in your heart,
You have to let it through.

I know I couldn't take it if
The moment passed me by.
I swear I wouldn't change it
If it meant I could say goodbye...

I know now what I should've said before
Everything I had to say...
I'm just glad that now you know
The way I've felt every day.

Each minute I've spent with you
Is another wish come true.
"Some things are better left unsaid."
Not when it's "I love you..."