Crushed by Crushes (corny title, I know. I was like...11. Gimme some credit)

Okay, so I've written about 100 or so poems and songs in the last 4 or 5 years, and I then changed all of my poems into songs because Nick got me into writing poems...you'll know who he is later. This was the first one I wrote and I wrote it with my cousin, Alex, when I was 11 or 12 and I know the title is corny, but gimme some credit. So...I'm trying to post in order. Okay, when I wrote this, I'd liked this guy for awhile (who now annoys the crap outta me). And he liked this other girl. And I'm an emotional person, so I took it to heart. Which you should never do, cuz they aren't worth it. There's only one guy who IS worth it. That's Nick. **insert awwwww here** followed by **insert haha fuck you here** So, no teasing XP It was origanally a song which is why some stanzas are longer than others and there's a weird syllable thing going on. OH!! And it turned out, the other chick didn't want him anyways. So, yeah...I also changed it later on to relate more to Nick instead of the guy it was originally written about because Nick was the first ever to see my poems. Like no one else has seen them and he found the ones about HIM so...awkward...




It's times like this when I
Just want to sit and cry
Because I realize
The tears form behind my eyes.

And as I try to escape,
I dry the tears from my face.
What does he see in her?
He doesn't realize his own worth

So I'll be here when he falls,
I'm here through it all.
She just doesn't care
And this I swear
Why can't he see
It is me?
I'll always be there

He tells all about her
She's such a tease
Playing games with his heart

Why can't she stop?
The clock is running out of time
She better hold him tight
And give him all her love
Before he moves on with his life....

So I'll wait for you
I'll be here for you
At night I'll pray for you
And I'm telling the truth

Open up your eyes
And you'll realize
What's right in front of you
True love awaits for you




Okay, to explain the last two stanzas, Nick is and was my first love. He's the only person I've ever truly been in love with and I'd trust him before I'd trust my own family. But we definately do NOT have the perfect relationship. Mainly because the perfect relationship does not exist. You have to work for it.