Lying Like An Angel

I wrote this the same time I wrote the last one. When I read this and I'm actually feeling these things I'm like "There is no way in hell I'd say that" soo yup. Also, just a random point, I'm also texting my friend Josh (AKA Milky; he hates it when I call him that XD) and so I just realized this. I REALLY like the word "bloggin'" and I have no earthly idea why. Just saying. This was originally a song. And I've got about...10 minutes to write it before I have to go to bed. It's Thursday.




I hope you sleep well tonight
Knowing that you broke my heart.
I hope your life treats you well
Even if we are apart.

I hope holding her's enough for you
Since you lost the best thing
And I hope to God the most
That you won't miss me...

Tears may fall from my face
But you will never see.

Because by daylight
I'll find a way
To erase you completely.
But by starlight
My heart still bleeds for you.....
Every single night
I'll pray for her:
That she won't have the same fate
That I did by believing in you
Because you lie like an angel...

I doubt I'll ever understand
So please don't try to explain
The inner workings of your mind...
How you just want to play games...

So what's your story now?
You say I deserve better than you?
Ain't that the truth...
What's it gonna take to change you?

Please don't try to make this right
Because it can't be undone.
I hope she makes you happy.
At least that will make one...
I'm sorry that you feel the need
To have the upper hand
I guess that's what happens
When we can't match up our plans




Okay, I feel the need to say this. I would never try to change anything about him ever. Also, if he was with someone besides me, I wouldn't be praying for her. I'd be threatening her life. I wrote this out of boredom. At the time, it wasn't accurate. That said, yes, we've dated other people. Mine were all flops. His were friends of mine. Except some of them. As I said already, we do NOT have the perfect "relationship". And also, I hate the word "relationship". And I love the word "bloggin'".