Also about Nick. I was having mixed up feelings at this point. You'd have to understand mine and his relationship in order to get it. We'd been a "couple" a few times at that point. We've been on/off the last 3 years, so most of my poems are about him. Actually, 34/41 of my poems are about him and 3 that aren't make an indirect reference to him. So He'll come up alot. So, I'm pretty sure by now, mixed signals are pretty much world famous, right? Okay, so then you may be able to relate. I'm not particularly proud of this one...it worked much better as a song (I play guitar and a little piano). Note: When I change my songs to poems from songs, I take out some of what was in it as a song, so it's editted.
Looking back on yesterday
All the dreams I tried to escape
Are haunting me.
I'm lost without the love in your eyes
Whenever you pass me by
And I can't breathe.
When it's all falling apart,
I can't turn to you
For you to take me in your arms
Because it's too late
For all the king's horses
Too late, already on my own.
Can't wait for you to say I'm worth it
And pick back up where we left off.
No more tears for me to cry
Cuz I'll have you back in my arms
My memories will never fade
I'll keep wishing for yesterday
Poisoned by your tainted love
My dreams will never be enough
Guess this is how Ms Independent
Figured out that she needed you
I'm not gonna cry because you're not worth it
It may be a while but I'll have you
If I'm supposed to.
Wow...you guys have to remember that I haven't looked at these in like...a really long time. And I'm used to writing the way I do now. These kinda suck by comparison.
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