I Can't Stay Away

So, I keep looking at these things over and over and I'm wondering if I actually TALK like that...I'm not one to share my feelings very openly. I have to trust you beyond belief if I tell you how I feel. And in my later poems, I find better ways to express it. My poems that I particularly like that I'll post later are I Did, Incomplete, Scared, and A Last Note. Those were written within the last 5 months, so they're much better than the ones I'm posting now. But as I said, I have 41 poems that I've kept up with for the last...5 or 6 years and one of those is missing. I wrote it for my friend Ivey. She's basically my sister. Just...unbiologically. She's the kinda friend that's so close, you practically share a bloodline with her. For those with a weak stomach, it's a metaphor. It's not to be taken literally. I wrote this about Nick out of pure boredom. I was like, "Hmm...I think I'll write a song" and I made a list of words that I wanted to put in it. So, you've been warned.




There's something magical
About the games you always play,
But it doesn't matter
Cuz I love you anyway...

You're the only thing I wish for
On every night star,
But it never really seems
To get me very far...

There's something beautiful
About the way you say my name
And when you look at me,
It makes me feel so safe.

But this security
Is so sickening
Because I know you're just pretend.
So why do I come back for more in the end?

So, you take my hand
There's something
Enchanting in your spell...
You know me too well...

I thought you were mine
Always and forever
But now I know
You were just putting on a show

Why are you my only desire?
Why do you always inspire me?
You're a mystery.
My only dream.
So why can I see
It so clearly?
You never were my destiny...

What is it about you?
It's irresistable...unpredictable...
I can feel you in my veins...
I can't stay away...




NO LAUGHING!! I know it's terrible. But you were warned :P Needless to say, I wrote a lot about heartbreak and shit. The more recent ones are 1,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000,000 times better. Is that even a comprehendable number...? O.o