I wrote this the same time I wrote the last couple. He was convinced he was in love with this girl, and being his best friend, I had to hear about it Every. Freakin. Day. I didn't come up with the title to it until yesterday, though. I just kinda put some random shit for the title.
I didn't wanna wake up this morning
Stupid snooze button wouldn't stay down
I didn't wanna have to come today
And see your face
It's funny what you do to me
Tho I don't seem to care
It's funny how you break my heart
But all I do is stare
It's weird that I can't get enough
Of my nightmare come true
The strangest part about it all
Is how much I'm in love with you
I really wish I just knew how
You do these things to me
Maybe then I'd know how
To make my heart not bleed
For you it seems that my heart beats
It skips when you're around
And even when I think of you
It just begins to pound
Yet here I am desperate for
A chance with someone else
Maybe this time I'll get real love
Someone to make me like myself
The way you treated me was unfair
Expecting me to wait for you
We both know somewhere inside
I will always love you
But now, my love, it's time for me
To find somebody new
Someone who'll love me the way
I always wanted you to
Someone who would hold me close
And not care if someone saw
Someone who might take your place
And get me thru this all
I mentioned in one of my previous entries that Nick and I have dated other people. I was talking to a guy at this point because Nick was talking to a couple girls, and I really liked the guy and he'd been in a similar situation as I had. So he understood how I felt. And he made me laugh and would talk to me every night until I fell asleep. But Nick still felt the need to catch me off guard with hot spots that he knew of. So I told him I was kinda seeing someone. He pretty much had always hated him since.
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