Okay, this was the first poem I wrote about Nick. And I know I always start my blogs out with "okay". Habit. But this is much better than the last two. I swear. At this point, he had a girlfriend and I was upset because I was beginning to fall for him...really hard...and I could feel it and I couldn't stop it, but he would always say "I love you" and I had no clue at that point in what way he meant it. This also was originally a song and so it's got semi-trippy stanzas. Note: my blog will not ONLY be my poems. I'm just getting them all put out first.
Is it someone's fault
That I'm in so deep?
Who am I to blame
Because I can't breathe?
How many phrases can
I find to say
Those three small words
That don't seem to change
Anything?
Anything at all?
Don't tell me
You love me until you mean it
Don't mess with my head
Or my heart
Or my dreams
Don't tell me
Your beautiful lies
I don't want a surprise
Do you see?
I love you
So don't tell me
That you love me
Til you do
Wierd how love works out.
Someone still gets hurt.
What's that all about?
Please don't say a word
Don't bring back our yesterday
Does it amuse
You to see me hurting?
Do you enjoy
To see me in pain?
Does it make you smile
To see me so broken?
Do you really not
See what's going on?
Are you so clueless?
So very wrong?
Unaware...
Okay, so maybe I exaggerated a bit with it being "better" than the last couple. But at least there was some sort of real emotion and it was ABOUT something instead of being because I was bored.
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