It's Always Been You

Not a lot has happened today...I've been watchin the House marathon and then Imma watch Family Guy when it comes on at 10. I don't have to be in bed til 12 anyways soo...pretty slow day. When it cuts to commercial, Imma go get some hot chocolate.

I know most people find it weird to drink hot chocolate in the summer, but technically it's fall now and furthermore, hot chocolate cures the more depressing mood swings. And to the sexist assholes reading this, NO I'm not on my period. I still have about...10 days. Assuming I'm actually on time...I'm usually about a week early.

And I know I'm giving a lot of personal info to that effect. I don't really care. Ask me anything besides my phone number, address, or last name or any way you could stalk me. I'll answer any question you have. Even if it's just sarcasm. I can be a bitch, believe it or not :)

I wrote this the same time I wrote the last 3. It was a back to back to back kinda thing, so it was all influenced by the same inspiration.






I will be fearless.
I will get through.
I will push through this
Til I can start new.
I won't forget this.
I can't forget you.
But I have forgotten myself
In spite of you.
A piece of me died.
It's been left behind.
My very soul weeps for you.
This piece of me gone.
How can I move on
When the only one for me is you?
It's always been you
Whether you see it or not.
It's always been you
Even if you probably forgot
How to love
And to feel
And to see
What is real
And to fix this heart you broke in two.
Somehow I'll still get through,
But it's always been you.