I Did

This one is pretty much the same emotionally as the one before.




Pardon my bleeding
It's difficult to slumber
When everything is falling apart

I lie still in waiting
As the darkness creeps inward
Approaching this hole in my heart

Have you ever made excuses
For the person that you love?
Have you ever tried to drown your sorrow and pain?
Have you ever taken matters into your own hands
And sworn you'll never love someone again?

Have you poured out your emotions
That you always tried to hide?
Have you ever just cursed at the wind?
Have you swallowed up your pride
Just to make it through the day
And cried yourself to sleep at the end?
I did.

Through your eyes, you see me
But not for who I am.
Only who you want me to be.

Has a lover broken your heart?
Scattered the pieces everywhere?
Have you had to go find them again?
Just to give them back to him?
I did.