Addicted

I wrote this when I wrote Burned.





I wish that it still surprised me
When you come crawling back.
I wish that I knew better,
But you're all I really have.

I guess that's why
Somewhere inside
I know that it won't last.

It's short term now
And you don't care how
I've felt for you in the past

I close my eyes
And I try to hide
The pain inside.
You've opened up my scars.

But I'm addicted
to the pain.
And I'm addicted
to the love.
And I'm addicted
to the high you get me on...

You're in my blood
And in my head
And it's too late
Cuz you're there to stay...
You've already won
And I've already lost.
I can't back out the hurt
Even though I've become
Accustomed to your touch
and accustomed to your kiss
But it doesn't get much
Simpler than this...
The thing I've dealt with
The most for so long
Is the fact that you have
Made me become
Accustomed to you gone.