Friday, October 1, 2010

In The End (this one should've come before the last, sorry)

I was trying to describe the feeling I had in my stomach...the empty...nauseating feeling...everything that went through my mind...when I thought I would never see Nick again. It didn't become real yet...I felt...numb.





I have this empty space in my stomach...
Like he's really gone this time...
I guess this means we took too long...
We used up all our time...
I wanna take back the fighting...
Any time we spent on someone else...
This doesn't feel real yet...
I'm still waiting to find myself
Because I lost me somewhere deep in him
In his bright, big, dark brown eyes
And the gorgeous smile that breaks your heart.
The only one who makes me cry...
He used to be my fairytale.
My deepest wish come true.
My favorite lie of all of them
Was the recurring "I love you."
If he really loved me, then why doesn't he now?
Where is he when I need him most?
He's lost somewhere in her deep blue eyes.
She used to be me....
What happened to us?
When did we fall apart?
Will I ever get him back again?
Screw moving on.
All hope is gone.
This is a fight I just can't win.
Because I'll always love you in the end.

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